I should probably post something that' make up related but i am wayyy to lazy to even switch on my camera.
Uni is suffocating me! My final assessment is next friday then i get into cramming mode for about 10 days till my exams start... i haven't touched a single textbook or lecture this semester... i've missed sooooo many classes it's crazy!
Anyway, it's been a pretty tough couple of months. to add more oil to my flames, the fantastic guy I let slip is dating some chick now... I want to kick myself.. it kinda made me realise that I need to get my shit together and turn myself around. I met him when I was in a very bad state and I was still with him. you all know how badly the breakup went down, and I apologise for constantly writing about this on here. even though i met the awesome dude on a friendship basis, knowing that there are still great people out there helped me out a little. Anyway I've really started to rationalise the situation, the facade left behind by him is finally starting to disintegrate. I can finally see that he has done me so much wrong while I was there for him every step of the way...I really don't know what I did wrong. so for me to still sit here, aimlessly feeling sorry for myself after he screwed me over.... I must be the biggest idiot in the world. Guess I need to shape my mentality and accept the fact that he fucked up, not me. Ah well, I received the raw end of the deal. I kept running into his friends, who all want my psycho head to die and burn in hell... isn't that lovely? I've decided to move on from everything, it hasn't been that long since MrX, I really don't ever want to go through that again... so I think I need some down time to cool off, let everything go and fade away, I think i made the right decision. anyway, i'll stop rambling. most of my awesome possums have/are turning 21 this year! here's a pic of my friend and I @ her 21st bday party at this sik club haha!
I saw bananas in pajamas that night.
Uni is suffocating me! My final assessment is next friday then i get into cramming mode for about 10 days till my exams start... i haven't touched a single textbook or lecture this semester... i've missed sooooo many classes it's crazy!
Anyway, it's been a pretty tough couple of months. to add more oil to my flames, the fantastic guy I let slip is dating some chick now... I want to kick myself.. it kinda made me realise that I need to get my shit together and turn myself around. I met him when I was in a very bad state and I was still with him. you all know how badly the breakup went down, and I apologise for constantly writing about this on here. even though i met the awesome dude on a friendship basis, knowing that there are still great people out there helped me out a little. Anyway I've really started to rationalise the situation, the facade left behind by him is finally starting to disintegrate. I can finally see that he has done me so much wrong while I was there for him every step of the way...I really don't know what I did wrong. so for me to still sit here, aimlessly feeling sorry for myself after he screwed me over.... I must be the biggest idiot in the world. Guess I need to shape my mentality and accept the fact that he fucked up, not me. Ah well, I received the raw end of the deal. I kept running into his friends, who all want my psycho head to die and burn in hell... isn't that lovely? I've decided to move on from everything, it hasn't been that long since MrX, I really don't ever want to go through that again... so I think I need some down time to cool off, let everything go and fade away, I think i made the right decision. anyway, i'll stop rambling. most of my awesome possums have/are turning 21 this year! here's a pic of my friend and I @ her 21st bday party at this sik club haha!
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I saw bananas in pajamas that night.
Don't worry you made the right decision sweetie :-)
ReplyDeleteThe right guy will come your way when the time is right, until then enjoy being single! You look gorgeous btw!
Gorgeous, colourful top!
ReplyDeleteAnd in regards to the guy, I think you made the right decision. Someone will come along, and if it was meant to be, it's meant to be.
You definitely made the right decision. Maybe later down the road the two of you will get together. It's up in the air but for now I say have fun as a single woman!
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